2:36pm
isn’t it a nice day for it to rain all day? I love not having school and talking to my boyfriend all day. I love that I’m getting a tattoo when I’m 16 and I love my dog. people think they can bring me down so easily and they really can’t. I hate it when people say “they’ve been through it all” because they’re probably being dramatic. the thing is, I’ve had to deal with people putting me down about my appearance and my shortcommings my whole life. I’ve had people tell me i don’t deserve life, and ive had people make fun of me for things I can’t control. my thought processes are weird and I don’t know how to control myself in certain situations, but I’m only human. so what if I don’t handle my problems like you do? atleast I handle them. I guess you could say im indestructible as for now. I know what I need in my life and I know what i don’t need in my life. i just simply don’t care. you can say whatever you want and it won’t make me think twice about you. at this age, immaturity isn’t a disease, it’s a choice. it’s up to you. aside from all that, I really wanna go to the Biltmore castle :c or I just wanna go to some sort of woods with Brian and it won’t be wet from the rain and we’ll find a nice dog and play with it all day and take it home and them go to sleep. that sounds so nice:] it’s getting coooold!
